Sunday, November 21, 2010

Maafkan

Falling In Love

Sesuatu yang bodoh

ye.. ego lelaki memang tinggi.. orang kata, ego amat penting untuk seseorang insan yang bergelar lelaki.. malah ada juga yang menganggap ego merupakan suatu aset pelengkap diri seseorang lelaki.. ego lelaki biasanya akan menjadi lebih obvious sekiranya berhadapan dengan perempuan.. tetapi adakah ego itu memberi manfaat ataupun hanya membawa kemusnahan diri sendiri?

memang aku telah melakukan sesuatu yang bodoh ketika ini.. ego aku telah berjaya menjatuhkan aku..ego aku telah berjaya membuat aku gundah gulana.. ego aku telah berjaya membuat aku merana.. aku memang bodoh.. akhirnya aku juga yang down minggu-minggu ini.. sememangnya lelaki akan melakukan sesuatu yang teramat bodoh sekiranya berhadapan situasi yang sedang aku alami.. walaupun aku bersikap sedemikian.. aku sebenarnya tidak bermaksud sedemikian.. and aku memang cepat cemburu..


*ini kisah sebenar

p/s: terima kasih Hamiz.. kerana memberi aku semangat dan nasihat selama ini..

Friday, November 19, 2010

What About Me

The city is sleeping, but I'm still awake
I'm dreaming, I'm thinking what happened today, is it right?
I fold into the night
The flashbacks, the pictures, the letters and songs
The memories, the heart that you carved on the wall
Its a shame, now that nothings the same

Now the bridges are burned and we're lost in the wind
It's time that we sink or swim

What about you
What about me
What about fairy tale endings
Were you just pretending to be
And I'm wondering
What if we tried
What if I cried
What if its better tomorrow
What if I followed your eyes
I'm wondering
What about me?

You said it, you meant it, you hung up the phone
The talking in circles it set it stone
You were gone, we were wrong all along
Now the past is the past and the bruises may fade
These scars are here to stay

What about you
What about me
What about fairy tale endings
Were you just pretending to be
I'm wondering
What if we tried
What if I cried
What if its better tomorrow
What if I followed your eyes
I'm wondering
What about me?

Stay away
You'll fade away
I'm not afraid anymore

What about you
What about me
What about fairy tale endings
Were you just pretending to be
I'm wondering
What if we tried
What if I cried
What if its better tomorrow
What if I followed your eyes
I'm wondering
What about me?

The city is sleeping, but I'm still awake (what about me)
I'm dreaming, I'm thinking what happened today is it right?

Terfikir

Seketika aku terfikir,
Betul ke ape yg aku buat nh?


akhirnya aku terkesima

Does it or doesn't?

Danced all night, slept all day
Careless with my heart again
Fearless when it comes to playing games

You don’t cry, you don’t care
Afraid to have a love affair
Is that your ghost or are you really there?

Now I can’t walk, I can’t talk anymore
Since you walked out the door
And now I’m stuck living out that night again
I’m not falling apart

Ooh, oh

Weather on a sunny day
Time slows down; I wish you’d stay
Pass me by in crowded, dark hallways
Mmm

Try my hardest not to scream
I find my heart is growing weak
So leave your reasons on the bathroom sink

Now I can’t walk, I can’t talk anymore
Since you walked out the door
And now I’m stuck living out that night again
I’m not falling apart

I heard you say you needed me now
What’s the problem I can’t see
You destroyed me, I won’t fall apart again
I’m not falling apart

Take what you want
I will be just fine
You will be better off alone at night
Waiting and falling
Constantly calling out your name
Will it ever change?

Now I can’t walk, I can’t talk anymore
Since you walked out the door
And now I’m stuck living out that night again
I’m not falling apart

I heard you say you needed me now
What’s the problem I can’t see
You destroyed me, I won’t fall apart again
I’m not falling apart