How?

I have been searching for your touch
Unlike any touch I've ever known
And I never thought about you much
Til I'm broken down and all alone, ohhh

Though I don't understand the meaning of love
I do not mind if I die trying, ohhh
Took it for granted when you lifted me up

I'm asking for your help
I am going through hell
Afraid nothing can save me but the sound of your voice
You cut out all the noise
And now that I can see mistakes so clearly now
I'd kill if I could take you back

But how?
But how?

I can feel it in my guts
What's going on with him now
And don't patronise me with lies
I'm a man, be a woman now, ohhh

I have been bind by the shackles of love
And I don't mind if I die tied up, ohhh
Took it for granted when you lifted me up

I'm asking for your help
I am going through hell
Afraid nothing can save me but the sound of your voice
You cut out all the noise
And now that I can see mistakes so clearly now
I'd kill if I could take you back

But how?
But how?
But how?
But how?

Ohh yeh
Why must we be so ugly
And please do not think hell of me
Why does the one you love
Become the one who makes you want to cry
Why?
Why?
Why?

(And how?
How?)

But I don't understand the meaning of love
I do not mind if I die trying
I do not mind if I die trying
I do not mind if I die trying

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Emo?

Yes..past few weeks y'all can see me a lilbit emo..really?

I don't think so..i think that i already perfectly covered up myself for past week..

*nah..no need to think la bout me..who am i eigentlich?just another ordinary person who is heart-broken..

i don't give a damn bout what im doing rite now..

and i can fake a smile..the "me" that y'all see is not the real me..

The Platinum Rule

"Never ever, ever, ever love thy neighbor."

1. Attraction

You will fall in love with someone around you..

maybe your friend, your partner at work and even someone you see everyday in your life..

the attraction is instant and deniable..

2. Bargaining

You will think that he/she complete your life..you are perfect each other..

and you will think that it will be okay even though it will be a huge mistake..

3. Submission

You will spend the times together and you can feel the love..it is like the world is yours..

4. Perks

You see each other almost everyday and you think it's going very well..

you will see that you have some common with your lover..

5. The Tipping Point

A : So want to do something later?

B : Oh, so you're talking to me now?

A : What are you talking about?

B : I'm talking about last night.

You said you'd call and you didn't.

I missed you and I waited up, but you didn't call. That really hurt.

A : Oh. Um, I'm sorry, I- I guess I just forgot.

I'm sorry, sweetie. I don't want to fight tonight. It's our first weekiversary.

6. Purgatory

You finally realize you've made a huge mistake..and now you have to live with it..

7. Confrontation

You will find that he/she is not suitable for you..or maybe he/she dump you..

or maybe he/she love the other person..

8. Fallout

But because you have to see this person again, you need to explain to him/her..

"I hope we can still be friends."..and yet you will still meet him/her everyday because as i

said before..this person is always near to you..he/she is a friend, a co-worker, a partner..

you cannot escape from it..

and you will stuck with this awkward situation everyday in your life..

unless you walk away from it..

9. Co-existence

It's the moment you realize that all that anger and resentment just isn't useful..

p/s : the ninth step is not always applicable

Warna warni kehidupan

Hidup kita tidaklah selalu bahgia..walaupun pghuni taman bahgia skrg nh sedang melimpah ruah, namun jelas kelihatan mereka tidak pernah bahgia kerna sering dikurung (tiada kaitan dengan yg idop maupon yg sdg mkn nasi)

ape yg sebenarnya mampu membuatkan kita bahgia & senang hati? sesuatu yg kita mau ataupon sesuatu yg kita perlu? masing2 ad pndangan sendri..

maybe ad org cakap yg kite perlukan **** (xleh gtaw..kekeke)..tp perluke? yg ak tau, benda yg paling ak nk skrg nh ialah awek markah..ape itu markah? markah ialah suatu nombor yg mampu menentukan masa depan seseorang..sama ada dy boleh fly ataupon menganggur kat umah..

skrg tinggal lbih kurang 2minggu lg nk exam external..2mggu lg nk mngadap buku..adoyai..walaupon ak tau yg ak kne stdy, tp kekadang tu ak rase yg otak ak cam nk mletup..maybe tgh mngalami tekanan yg melampau..ak manusia biasa..

kekeke..walau bagaimanapon(btw..ngehehe) ak tau yg ak kne stdy lbih lg utk mncapai cita2 ku sebagai seorang doktor kapal..kah3~

Unaddicted

I need new feet, these are all worn out
I need a new head cause I'm all strung out
I pull my hair, I scream and shout to no one
I need to find a way to spend my time
So you are not always on my mind
I talk to fast, I walk the line, I'm frozen

And I'm trying to keep it together
It's not getting better
I'm falling faster
I'm walking on the ashes

One more time
I'll say goodbye
But I can't move on
I'm going in circles
Going down
Take these dreams
Cause they're killing me
Hanging by a thread
And I don't know how
To get unaddicted

I need your air, can I breathe you in?
Well you're my light, my prayer, my sin
I'm going down, I'm sinking in to nowhere
I'm everything I don't want to be
I waste my nights thinking you're thinking of me
I draw this line, I still unwind, it's poison

And I'm dying
I just need a savior
Catty behavior
I'm not a traitor
I'm sinking like a stone

One more time
I'll say goodbye
But I can't move on
I'm going in circles
Going down
Take these dreams
Cause they're killing me
Hanging by a thread
And I don't know how
To get unaddicted

You're my judge, you're my favorite thing
You're the only song that I wanna sing
Can I be your number one failure?
Your little piece of insane?
Just like a habit that I can't break
Easy to say I learned my mistakes
But I just keep making 'em over and over again

One more time
I'll say goodbye
But I can't move on
I'm going in circles
Going down

One more time
I'll say goodbye
But I can't move on
I'm going in circles
Going down
Take these dreams
Cause they're killing me
Hanging by a thread
And I don't know how
To get unaddicted